When I see deadly violence anywhere in the world acted out by hooded men, neo-nazi, common criminal pedophile priest, shooter in a theatre, I wander a time a wilderness of disbelief hearing it on the web or t.v. I once again commit myself to the asylum of Ahimsa pushing back harder on the evil in […]
Why Transgender People are Dangerous Nevermind the roller coaster ride you’re on it now you can’t get off It’s gravity’s got a terrible side got nothing to do with God at all God doesn’t really give a toss if you die next week from a stupid fall God damn gravity that evil threat […]
10 Daily Affirmations for Male Survivors 1. Recovery is absolutely possible and achievable for me. 2. I will practice being disloyal to dysfunction and loyal to functionality. 3. I give myself permission to connect to loving, affirmative, strong, sensitive, accepting men and women in my community. 4. I release and forgive myself for any responsibility […]
He wanted to heal her broken heart, hang lace in her window Give her a greenhouse rose, the unnaturally perfect orchid Fragrant spring to fill her house, But he made toxic cocktails at the bar Laid skulls of thalidomide babies Whale bone and relics from Dachau at her door. Mid-spring layers of acid ice and snow […]
My slut-desire for a bankroll of love, movie line wait for true romance Hour glass heart running out of sand, twitter intention to end hunger, My cell phone ringing mass murder, Buddha-delusion to heal the mind Prophetic wisdom on a fool’s errand, tabloid wish to be some superhero Dildo desire to fuck Mr. Trump, glittering […]
I am the misconceived
Unconnected son of an ordinary woman
Who baked as many cakes as your Mom, loved me as much.
My father went to war, saved the nation, came home with medals
Shell shocked head, memories he cannot tell.
Something went wrong with me.
It was not the boyish pranks, soap on your windows
Halloween t.p. on your house and car
I am evil behind a mask… etc. etc….
Every time there is some act of violence I want to commit myself more to ahimsa. It is just my nature to push back at evil. In an odd way it makes me more loving Reminding me of how not to be and then It almost seems a lesson most beneficial.